When I see you pass by
My heart breaks again.
Broken into a million pieces
That blow away in the wind.

Looking back,
I wish I would have seen
What you ended up doing
What you turned out to be.

It is the hardest thing
Trying to be friends.
Every memory is filled
With unfinished amends.

You left me wishing I could take back
Everything that I said.
Going through this pain
Is worse than being dead.

I know you are avoiding me
When you walk the other way.
You always ignore me
Every single day.

I honestly thought that you were the one,
That we were ment to be.
Dont tell me that I was just imagining it,
That it was only me.

There is nothing else you can do <3

I don't know what to do
When all I want is you
I have tried to move on
But I can only be strong for so long.
I am slowly breaking
I'm tired of always faking
So even if your feelings towards me are true,
There is nothing else you can do
You have pushed me away too many times
And you have told too many lies.
I wish we never changed
And go back to when you didn't know my name
But you never really cared.
I thought what we had was rare
And I honestly thought that we
Were the ones ment to be
You broke my heart in a million pieces,
And left me with nothing but broken promises.

Just a Girl in this Big old World. The Poem I based this blog off of. :)

I'm just a girl
In this big old world
There's a million of me out there
Some are fair
Some are tan
And some live by the sand
He could have any one
And then that girl would sing him a song

Oh I wish he would see
How much he means to me
And when I sigh,
I close my eyes,
And I finally I'm ok
If only he would stay
Right here next to me
At that moment my heart would fill with glee
That would be a dream come true.
That would be something new.

That probably won't ever happen.
And once again my heart is saddened.
With the pain that used to be
The connection between him and me
The pain of yesterday
I wish it would just slip away
And let another day
Come and go away

Your important to me

I dont know where we are
We are traveling way too far.
Going through the day
We are passing every way
You won't even look me in the eye.
... All that I can do is sigh.
And when you talk about how you feel,
I really want'want to stay here.
Youve always said
Nothing you say is important
But it is so important to me

Just looking at you,
Theres nothing I can't do
If only I could make you see
How much you mean to me

I will fade away.

This is not what I thought it would be
I close my eyes and I see yours looking at me
I know its time to move on
Everything I did was wrong
there its so much I wanted to say
... And all those times I wanted to stay
But now I know
That just like the snow
I will fade away
From your memories that should of stayed.
All the tears I cried
And the times I sighed
Its time I put them in the past.
You were moving away too fast

Its the best for us
I guess thats what happems when you get a crush
All we ever will be is friends
So i guess this is the end
The end of what we were
You will be better off with her.

Letting something that you want so bad go, is the hardest part. Not the waiting
~Sabrina Forster

A poem i wrote. Maybe ill turn it into a song.

When You Didn't Know My Name

What am I supposed to do?
I've tried so hard
To get close to getting over you.
...
I hope this will ring a bell
To you
You caused me too fall

Every time I see your smiling face
I go back to the time
back to the place

Back to the time you first said my name
When I first saw your face
Maybe it was all just a game

Maybe I was a waste of time
If I had a chance
I would make you all mine

But I can't change the past
When you
Left too fast

All my friends knew that I liked you
They even thought
You liked me too

I wish this was all just a dream
I would wake up
And you would have seen

That every time I see your smiling face
I go back to the time
back to the place

When you first said my name
When I first saw your face
Maybe this was all just a game

Maybe I was a waste of time
If I had a chance
I would make you all mine

But I can't change the past
Even though
You left too fast

If I could
I would go back to the beginning
I would have changed my ways

Just so you would see

Every time I see your smiling face
I go back to the time
Back to the place

Back to when you first said my name
When I first saw your face
Maybe this was all just a game

Maybe I was a waste of time
If I had a chance
I would make you all mine

But I can't change the past
Even though
You left too fast

Back too when you first said my name
Maybe this was all just a game

Maybe I was a waste of time
I would make you all mine..

But I can't change the past
even though
You left too fast



(Some of you probably have seen this on FaceBook.)